CosmicD

I hear you.. and I know that feeling well...
I'm bets you didn't go in because your whole Being knew it wasn't for you.. as in wasn't worth the time and effort to waste on being insulted and stepped upon in some bottomfeeder sharki's silly game...

It's like how I sense approaching dangers.. and their options and solutions, before they get to me... I see the accident play out, a minute before it happens, which gives me lots of time to avoid it, or pull its plug... I suspect that's what you're doing...