Thranduil

Ive heard about an Actor, whos Name is Robert de Niro. An Auditor named Michael Shurtleff, once spoke to him personally and said something like: "When i was talking to Robert privately he was reluctant and shy. Under this Circumstances no one would have assigned him. But then i saw him on Stage he was the absolute Opposite .. he arised and played wonderful.

My very first Experience in front of Audience was absolute "Nervousness" and even Fear. But at the same time, i could not await to step out - and to show what i worked so hard for. Between those People in the Audience, there were some of my best Friends who i knew for years, and the knew me very well too. Besides that, they were sceptical about my Acting - although they knew, that ive always been a very extraverted Guy. So i stood there shattering like **** minutes before i had to walk out. So i thought to myself, well if i cant control my Nervousness and Fear, ill avail it for my Role .. ill incorporate it into my Charakter and if it dont work, at least it will help me Concentrate. And thats what helped me .. Minutes after playing, my Nervoursness disappeared by itself.